Ugh I'm such a chicken shit, So I went to prep the turkey for dinner tomorrow (today) and I freaked myself so badly that I couldn't even come close to touching it for the longest while.

For some reason I thought it still had it's head and I was FREAKING out

>< so I had jessa do it for me, who by the way HATES touching raw meat period.

I felt like such a douche because I said I was going to do it and then she ended up having to do it for me, and I just couldn't...

Ugh I felt so stupid and useless and I was just so angry and argh.

Anyways though it's all set for tomorrow...I should be sleeping but I'm too freaked out to do so....so I'm sitting up drinking a Kiwi Mango flavoured VEX (which is delicious btw) and brooding my sorrows away.

Y'all have a great holiday and I'll try to update a lot more often.

Hours for boxing day (5:30 am to 6:00 pm)

OH HOLY MOTHER OF GOD!!!

It's ridiculous how early I have to get up to stand for 12 and a half hours....ugh at least Kristi-ann is gonna pick me up in the morning so I dont have to get up TOO early for work.

Ugh.....

But JOY we have rent for Jan food to last us until my next pay cheque, Jessa gets her OSAP and we're thinking of moving back to southern ontario to live with Justine. Things are starting to look up! ^^